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Anorexia and Bulemia

Fuck, I'm Fat. . . Oh Wait I knew that already, shouldn't be surprised!

Posted on 2009.02.18 at 20:13
Its beein some time since I have written. I have been so busy and have not had a comp. I jumping back on the wagon and getting my shit together! I ahve had some eggs and meat for breakfast and got rid of it quickly. I havent lost anymore weight and feel like a failure at life. I'm just a failure at this bullshit. Should be moving into the new house quickly. I left my comp. up and a nosey friend saw my sight and is now worried about me! Fuck her, just cuz I dont wanna be fat! She doesnt understand shit. Then my grandmother got concerned cuz she heard the fucking water going she doesnt even have a clue what I was doing at all. She wishes she did she thinks I was in there  throwing up and I wasn't which is funny cuz the times I am she doesnt fuckin know. I have binged alot this week its been super stressful with work and this fuckin guy that can't seem to figure out if he wants to be with me or not. I am too fucking embarrassed so even strip for him because I'm so fuckin FAT!!!! I HATE MY BODY! Its gotten worse this last week. I haven't lost shit and I'm so sick of it. I dont know what to fucking do. Time to excerise and fucking get serious! ABC CAMP Here I fuckn come!

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